We are counting the days till Summer holidays here.
We are learning new ways how to interact and love and learn so the excitment of 3 full months practice together is impossible to contain.
My weaving is finally forming a pattern; and everytime a little bit is added, it looks amazing.
Then I get my moments of impatience and I practically rip it all up. But the pattern is growing slowly and I can’t wait to see its full glory in a few years’ time.
Each learning curve, each moment I am using new tools to get me to my destination. I will never see a clear path, because life is full of wonderful surprises leading us to expand even more.
I am afraid, ecstatic, at peace, unsure……but I am loving the process with its infuriating slowness.
This is how it is meant to be and my little Benajmin is there to remind me to take it slow because in its slowness, things are changing quickly. In this continuum change I am savouring the moments that slip by a blink of an eye.
This Summer is going to be a wonderful experience of changed love, of joy, of friendships and family.
These 12 days is what remains between now and then.